Blue is often associated with sadness. Sadness can often come with loneliness, and loneliness sucks really bad.
To be frank, the story I had initially planned is too complex a production for me to handle. There's a lot to take into account, every aspect of the production must be prepared down to a 'T'. While it's certainly within my ability to tackle this project, for the sake of my well-being I'm opting for a simpler, but more personal approach to the story and the way it's told.
I've been experimenting with different ideas and characters and one that I've constantly come back to is someone going through a rough time and wanting to be left alone. I spent a couple of nights obsessively reading poetry on the themes of loneliness and depression, from Sylvia Plath to Edgar Allan Poe. In the past I've tried to stay as far away from morose and sadness as I possibly could, but I guess at this point in my life it'd be a good thing to get it out there and do something that I've been suppressing for quite a long time.
I recently read a powerful poem by Sylvia Plath, "Tulips", in which she writes about her time in the hospital and wanting to be left alone, but is consistently bothered by the gift of red tulips, which she describes as "African cats opening their jaws". In a way I can relate to this poem and it's desire to be left alone, but at the same time for me it comes with the desire for company, which has become the central idea behind the story.
Following a suicide attempt, a young woman is recovering and battles with the desire to be left alone conflicted with the desire for company. We don't know why she did it or how, what only matters is her recovery and how she battles with these feelings. Most of the story takes place in a plain, sparsely decorated white room with a bed and chair. We see our protagonist sitting upright in her bed, almost oblivious to the people visiting her.
Visually I'm still very inspired by Asian cinema but also by the work of Sofia Coppola and Lars Von Trier (the latter dealing heavily with depression). I've come up with a few references that I'm using while I draft a script.
Melancholia (dir. Lars Von Trier)
Lost in Translation (dir. Sofia Coppola)
Garden State (dir. Zach Braff)
Young Adult (dir. Jason Reitman)
Black Swan (dir. Darren Aronofsky)
Perfect Blue (dir. Satoshi Kon)
My references range from lighter, comedic type films to the darker, gritter and more psychological stories. I want to go somewhere in between, crossing a witty narration with a dark subject matter and evocative imagery and interesting techniques.
The techniques used by Sofia Coppola and Lars Von Trier are of particular influence to me. Coppola's movies are visually stunning with the use of light and how she frames her subjects. Symbolism is very subtle and the viewer is quietly coaxed into the deeper meanings. Von Trier does similar things but in a much more provocative and liberal way. His use of handheld camera in shots often juxtaposes the fantastical imagery seen in his films, or he will juxtapose a dark scene with an odd choice of classical music to really challenge the viewer. His use of split screen is also very interesting. We will see the central scene and either side of it we will have two images that can give further insight into the head of our character.
Montage is another thing I love to incorporate, and Darren Aronofsky uses it beautifully in his films Black Swan and Requiem for a Dream. The end montage of 'Requiem' is brutal and unflinching, and the club scene in 'Black Swan' is pounding and electric. All of these directors also use slow-motion that captures the tiny nuances of a performance or bring attention to a specific detail.